Learning a New Lesson of my life: Birth of an Artist in ME!!!

Hey ... I have never thought of this. I can be an artist is this possible ??? Can I be a good painter or can learn this art and craft thing. Firstly I wasn't sure about it but then I give a thought and decided let's give a try. And I couldn't believe it yes I can do it. I am enjoying it and learning fusion of colors and giving shapes to new things. This is a new side of myself which I have found in me.

My passion was and still is to write about life to write those things which everyone's inner conscious wants to say loud,  to yell out, so many questions which keeps hitting us in our mind. After a long, long time again today I came across from my blog section which I left few years back when I started learning the craft work. That was too a different experience of my life. Learned so many new things. Learnt how to give shape to the clay and learnt again  the feel of  a new mother.

In these last 3 years again I am blessed with a little angel in my life completing me and my happy family. Tannishtha has filled our lives with love and love and love. Lots of happiness around with her. New chapters of life are turning. Life is running fast. Earlier mother of one and now mother of two. Holding double responsibilities of bringing two children on different parameters. Both are growing fast and daily they make me learn new things with them. Both are different in their behavior and attitudes. So life keeps going and every day it keeps teaching you new chapters adding more value to your personality.

I never thought one day life will be like this. Actually when we reach at this stage of life than we realize that in actual life is like this. Revolving around your family. So hope to catch up with my  write ups now I will try to write daily about the life people experiences dreams and many more things. Happy Writing!!!

An Open thought for ourselves.

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Every one has dreams. When ever we woke up in the morning we think for so many things to do. We make our schedule list. We get ready to move on. Some one has dreams to chase, some one has projects to accomplish, several has to please the people, many has to take care of others, some one has to reach their goals, and some one has to do household chores. Everybody gets busy with their daily routines. But, wait for a while, sit and think for a moment did you missed something in the whole day while performing your duties. Yes you forgot to smile. You failed to live that day happily.

Ask yourself, did you really done that what you wanted to do. Are you happy with the duties you performed or you did them just for the sake of doing it. Live each day as it is your last day we all know this but we failed to do it.

Today morning when I woke I was having my cup of tea and reading a newspaper. After that I started thinking what I have to do today. From where I should start, kitchen first then I will prepare lunch for my husband, and then I will do other household chores. Then I will look after my son. Brushing, bathing, eating, then his studies, and later playing with him. After that watching TV with him and again in the evening what I have to cook for dinner will be the main agenda. I was thinking of all this and something has shattered me inside. I said to myself what I did for myself. “Nothing.” Do I really want to spend my day like this? Does I don’t want to carry out something for myself?

At that moment I decided to live this day for myself only. I accomplished all the major tasks immediately. Open my laptop and said hello to all my friends and after that I decided to write daily now. There is lot of things on my mind which I want to pen down so now the time has come to open my dairy pages and to write beautiful words on it.

Now I have determined to live my each day happily and to do what I exactly wanted to do. I want to give wings to my thoughts. I want to give words to my feelings. Ohh !!! God bless me so that I can move on.

Tragedy of Making Besan Laddos’

Today afternoon I was sitting idle and just thinking of what to do. I was getting very bored and there was nothing interesting to do. At that moment something strikes me off and I went out in my kitchen. I looked for some grocery things like besan, sooji, elachi, badam and ghee. Uhh! everything was available so let’s try making besan ke laddo. Crazy I am. So it was fixed I will try laddo today. I opened my laptop searched for the recipe oh it is so easy to prepare them. Let’s go I said to myself.

Went into the kitchen wore my apron took out the cauldron and switch on the gas. One by one I started following the steps of the recipe. I was happy and excited that I am on a right path and with full devotion I was preparing the batter for laddos. One part of the recipe was finished and now it was the turn of second part but ooppssss what’s wrong with it. As I was about to finish it I found nothing is working out properly. My whole besan has gone messed up due to extra ghee in it. And oh the sugar has also not got mixed exactly.

Now what to do I was shocked to see everything is ruined. I started struggling with the ruined material to find out what was wrong, where I failed to manage the material. I think I have roasted the besan little more and sugar should be used in a crushed form and ghee has to be in little quantity. Now again I put the mixed batter on the gas to try once more, may be the things will come under control but nothing is of any use. I got disappointed. I gazed at the ruined besan and ghee and felt bad. After one hour performance everything has gone into dustbin. I started clearing up the kitchen and realized the recipe was easy but the preparation was complicated.

I tried to console myself and said never mind be positive. At least you tried to make besan laddos so what you failed to fulfill your target but you have accomplished one major task of doing something inspite of getting bored to death. That’s true at least I have enjoyed my one hour experimentation. So better do something instead of sitting idle. Tragedy of making besan laddos has turned to be a happy time spending mania.

My Son’s First Day to School

Aha! What an exciting day today. I know he is too young to go to school; he is just one and half year old. But believe me he was so excited to go coz all his neighborhood friends were going. I don’t memorize my first day to school coz I was very little but today I can surely tell how my mother had felt at that time.

Last night I couldn’t sleep well. I was so tensed that butterflies were flying in my stomach. Suddenly I was recalled of the song: Karvatein Badalte rahe sari raat hum, school bag aur tiffin ki kasam. Going through the whole course of action was not so easy I was so double minded should I send him or not. How he will manage without me? If he will keep on crying? The safety and security matters a lot after all he is my little prince. After meeting the principal I was little satisfied but still I am mother. Howcome, I can be tension free.

I woke up before the alarm today. My boy was happy seeing his new bag but was not aware that exactly what is going to happen. Sharp at nine he was ready for his new Playway School. The baggi wala came and took him from me and made him sit in that cage. First of all he was happy, enjoying, being clicked by me suddenly he realized the baggi wala has shut the door and taking him away from his mom. He shouted mummy mummy for five six times and then he forgot. Thank God he is fine now. I know he is mummy’s boy he is brave he knows how to enjoy the life.

Admission of your child in a school means re-admission of a mother to the school life again. Checking his dairy daily, making his tiffin, arranging for the new things he needs in the school for his activities. Huh! lot of homework for mothers but still I am feeling very happy for my little kiddo.

All the Best wishes to the little one.

Do Dreams Come True ?

"Dreams" - what are they? Does any one know them exactly? Is it a desire, a wish, a demand, an expectation from every one? What it is? Why we see dreams? Are our dreams leading our life? Do they show us the way or do they help us to achieve our goals?

I am not able to understand till today. I am really wondering to know that is it true that dreams come true? It never happened with me till now. I dream of getting 90% in boards but didn’t have. I dream of getting scholarships but I never got that too. Then I have a dream of having a big MNC job with a high profile and good salary that also doesn’t come true. Nothing comes true which I thought or vision about. Then why we say dreams comes true one day.

I was sitting and chatting with my friend when she said gladly my all dreams appeared true and I am feeling at the top of the world. I asked her how? She said I am so blissful, I have everything which I wanted in my life which I expected from the life and from the people. I again asked her “How”? She was confused she said what you mean by how; I got it what I wanted that’s it. I asked her did you have 90% in board exams, do you got a nice job in MNC with a handsome package; do your dream of getting perfect man in life has attained? She was surprised; she looked at me and said surprisingly No. After a minutes silence she said I never had all these things but today I am happy what ever I have.

It’s true we all dream for immense things and it’s not dreadful to dream for big. Because when we vision for huge then only we are able to achieve for at least half. And after that it depends on us how we appreciate the half part. Dreams help us to achieve our goals. They show us the direction to move on. When we see dreams we work hard with dedication to achieve them. Then also it’s not necessary that dreams will be achieved. With hard work you need good luck also. 60 % of hard work is in your hands but 40% of your luck is in god’s hands. So still we are away from our dreams. Then? How come we can say dreams come true?

But the truth is something else. Nothing happens unless first we Dream! Then the right path to move on. Then to achieve our goals hard working, dedication, sincerity is needed. You do your own job first and then have faith in god and wait for his marks. And it’s not necessary that you will be so lucky that you will attain 40% in your life coz that depends on luck. At that time you need patience; you have to be calm and most important is, you have to feel satisfied with what ever you have achieved.

I will say dreams never come true. It’s only our self satisfaction. When we achieve certain things in our life and everything is going fine we feel contented about it. At one point in our life everything seems to be fine to us and we say to ourselves, “My all dreams come true in life and I am the happiest man.” That’s all because when we have all the basic necessities of the life and life is treating us well and we feel satisfied with that this means we have achieved everything what ever we wanted.

Directly or indirectly we all dream for the happy life and we never know that all comes from inside only. If we are happy from inside and have peace in mind we will feel pleased. So always dream but never think that will come to you by just dreaming only. Try to be satisfied and never expect a lot then only you will be able to say I have achieved it.

Where the Time Has Gone???

Why sometimes we feel the life is not the same as it was? How the feelings can change with time? How the tastes, habits can change with the going time? Is this possible the time can change the person in whole?

The unwanted changes in life leaves us depressed and frustrated. I was never like this. I asked myself one day, "what's wrong with you"? Is this possible a person can change so much with the passing time. Anyways its natural, all told me you have to sometimes change but can this kill your feelings too???

It's good to adapt changes and to walk with the flow of time but You should never change your real self. Always be the same as you are. If you try to change your thinking your principles you can never be happy. Always be yourself. It gives you self- confidence and helps you to know your real self.

What Role Media is Playing Presently ?

Can't Believe this the major image makers are so irresponsible towards the country people. Yes I am talking about the today's media. The fourth estate of the country; the most powerful weapon which is used to reach the masses, to raise your voice especially against the evils in the society. But look at them how they showed negligence in dealing with Mumbai Attacks. How come they can be so idiot to reveal the secret information of every step of army and hostages on live channels? Hello !!! Wake Up, you had put so many lives in danger by revealing this that where are the people hiding in the hotels just to increase your TRP. Whole Nation was scared, tensed, NSG people where taking positions making plans and you guys were playing the most stupid role over there.

Today News Coverage has become a big dramatized serial on the TV like other daily soaps. They are good in revealing all those confidential things which can harm many lives and can cause destruction. But it doesn't matter to them they just only want to increase the TRP's of their channel and they can go upto any extent.

I still remember when the Journalism and Newspapers was introduced in India its main target was to reach to the Indian Masses and to make them aware of the facts and to awaken them. It was used as a weapon against the Britishers and to unite the Indian people. At that time it has started with a mission to always be true and ethical. But today it is sold out to the big bureaucrats, to industrialists and to the politicians to make their own image. These Channels just want to make money and increase the viewer ship by targeting we people only. The whole story will be dramatized on the TV like this that it will compel people to agree with them. Yellow Journalism has spread all over and they have forgotten all the ethics of this profession. How come you can be so unprofessional when you know that you have a big responsibilty on your shoulders.

We Don't need such channels which distorts the facts, mislead the people, put our lives in risk and never let the public know the true aspects and never show the true picture of the society and country.

Today the main source of information is media only and a common man trust on them that what ever they show is true. I want to question these so-called Journalists that what role are they playing to eradicate such evils from our country? Are they really loyal towards the society? Are they showing the exact situations? Do they know that they owe a big duty towards the country?

Now its time that Media has to be very careful and responsible for each and every thing that they are showing because common man has awaken. They are answerable to the public of India and one single wrong word uttered from their mouth can turn the table round.